9/30/2008 09:12:00 PM Edit This 1 Comment »
systems do really bagged down. earlier this afternoon i did not feel really well, not only physically but also emotionally. i took a nap hoping that everything will be alright when i wake up, however the feeling escalated and evolved into depression. this has been the second time and this time i tried to call some very important friends but they could never be reached or they had other things to attend before me. i tried calling some other significant people but i didn't get the word that could at peace me. so i finally dialed home and looked for my lola (grandma), yes its my first time to tell them my sentiments and my issues here and i just felt that was necessary for them to know and for them to help me pray with whatever situation i'm in. my lola just reminded me of the very fact why im here and that its not easy for me to just give up and go home and advised me to stretch some more of my patience coz there's still more debts, tuition, allowances and other things to be paid of. yes, i came here for my family and im happy with that, however, i just wish i could be happier with my decision...
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Ohhh...I'm so sorry to hear this. So sorry I promised to call back but didn't coz when we got home, there was feeding JB for two hours & preparing him for bed. But you know what, at least you made it thru that day! Now, you must be a day braver than yesterday. Isn't that amazing to know that our trials and pains only make us more of a person than yesterday? Bad days are not really so bad at all. Even if you have to drag yourself each day, when you reach the goal, you still make it. But if you give up, you will lose the battle even without trying.
As you say.....there's life outside your life (in the Philippines or in Australia.) So get kickin' and say you're alive and well!
Ms. Olive
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